Archive for January, 2007

Making My Day… with a tinge of sunshine

Sunday, January 14th, 2007

Waking up earlier than usual did not trigger me off into my moody mornings today. This was simply because that a cute German guy made himself to my bathroom in a towel this morning.

(Hey… I am no pervert and please do not get the wrong idea. However, I miss having cute guys within close range (coy and devilish smiles))

Karl, the German exchange student from my mom’s Rotary club will be staying with us for the next month (Yippee!) He will be using Big Sis’ room and be a part of the family. It is sure a mood lifter as I get to pamper a guy at my convenience. (Guys, don’t be sad… I still love you boys very much and would give anything to hang out, spoil and pamper you… but for now… distance is everything!)

Mom picked him up from the Chew Family home yesterday and brought this cute teenager home. He was hungry and I made him pasta… Glad to observe a guy eating at close range, one of my fetishes. (laughs) Hey, what more can this bunny ask for? Being able to cook for guys and watching them eat are the few things I truly enjoy.

Well, life seems a little bearable with the addition of a Karl… I will not infringe on his privacy and keep my stories short and sweet. Days ahead a definitely brighter and waking up in the mornings are much more bearable. The new haircut I got last week makes combing out the bush on my head easier too! Cheers to that!

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Silence is Golden

Thursday, January 11th, 2007

It has been close to 2 months since I last blogged. The roller coaster of my life continues to run. I have been climbing up trials of daily living and work, reached a peak or two in the year-end and festive season events, and have moments of disappointment where I see myself tearing down the tracks of emotional distress bringing me to the deep pits of life. Occasionally there are a few loops of joy and the occasion sudden breaks for me to catch a breather. There are so many things I wish to talk about, but with my defensive shield up, I took the stand where silence is golden– better to say nothing than to talk– in fear of opening the floodgates of scrutiny and interrogation from people who are… let’s say, they just don’t understand me.
A new year. 2007. Can you believe it? With a blink of an eye, I have been in Malaysia for over 4 months now. I miss every experience in Japan dearly. I even find myself walking through my daily life in Japan, the things I do, the places I go, and the people I meet every time I close my eyes. It has been a while now and I find it difficult to imagine the voices of the ones I love though I can still remember the conversations that we had.
The effects of reverse culture shock. Am I over reacting? Am I not even trying to adapt to life here? I really don’t know. I feel like a caged bird.
I have to admit, I am in the state of fear and really scared at the beginning of this year. Please accept my apologies if I have not been keep in contact with my loves out there. You are on my mind and in my heart. Now, I have to deal with the shadows and devils within me before I can move on. Your prayers and support is much appreciated.
Though wilting, I will hang in there, being the Suemae who you know best. I will survive and not let those who love me best down. 

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My Recent Addiction

Wednesday, January 10th, 2007
Miniclip Games - Chick Flick Chick Flick

It’s too soon to leave the nest, but tell that to adventurous chicks.
Play this free game now!!

Dear folks.

明けましておめでとうございます。今年も宜しくお願いします！

Belated Christmas and New Year greetings to all. I know, it has been really ages this time since I last wrote. There is simply too many things going on over here right now. Thus, the addiction to online games resumes. This is what I have been doing lately… enjoy!

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